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Friday, September 29, 2006
omg...another 10hrs i will get my results le...i'm really scare dunno how my results will fare.....god bless me tat i will pass n can proceed to the next sem....wish me luck.....i wanna continue study.....this course concerns my future....i dun wan ban tu er fei....pray hard tat i will be lucky all the way till i finish my diploma....
today had a great time wif xin,eve,zj,steph n yl....we went to ps saw zoe tay n the other guy n orchard to shop.....had a great time....although it's short but enjoyable....steph manage to buy 1 shirt from m industries....ok i'll end hear le...so scare...
2:03 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
haiz....tat guy i rejected landed in hospital i dunno whether it's true...but his cousin sms me say he's in hospital...den the cousin say he pasted all my pics in his rm...i felt scare....really very lost...dunno wat to do....he keep want me to accept him...but i dun wan...i really hope this matter will diminish as soon as possible...
next wk is loo loo n xin's birthday le...they turnin 18 soon...yeah chennian liao...hahaha...i think we will have a hard time to decide wat to prepare for them le....they turnin 18 n i turnin 19 le...omg!! in abt 2mths plus le....dunno how wld it be like....aniwae after me is will be weiqi ...after weiqi...ah jia will be the 1st to turn to the next digit which is 20 liao lohx.....muahahahaha....he's the 1st one follow by mei...by i wonder y other ppl say i look older than ah jia i dun believe it....zhen shi de...omg i next yr will be 20 touchin the "2" digit le...the "2" digit means more responsibilities....
11:22 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
finally after few days of slackin now then start to write again...today meet up wif steph,yl,ck,stan,xin,eve n zj....i today woke up at 1243 due to some irritating guy who kep calling me from 5am in teh mornin to 12plus noon pengz.....i was told by steph last nite not to be late n suppose to meet at 1pm...i llok the time....OMG...then quickly bath n dress up...then rush out of home....i was like doom liao...then meet steph,ck,yl,xin n stan...i reach around 115..omg...sry guyz i always late pai seh...then took nel...
then at hougang zj joing in the rest keep tryin to make sure zj sit besides me...omg....zhen shi de...everybody kept jokin around..haha...
then we reach serangoon we ate at a coffeeshop...only me steph n zj eat nia...haha...aft tat we head to the cc ktv...haah...enjoyin singin i sang the 1st song "ai mei" hee...everybody kept hinting to ah jia haiyo..aniwae they juz jokin n havin fun...i sang lotz of song 183club "gan qing xian","yi ba san","tian me yue ding" n lotz more...hehe....then we got xi ke singing lehz...got xin.stan n yl...haha...1st time singing lehz...their "chu nui xiu" haha....
after singin ktv...we head to marina south to eat steamboat really eat dao....haha...then we chatted n joke around....haha....the whole day joke abt the" heee choo"..."cute mah"...n the "shoutings" haha...enjoy alot with these grp of guyz...haha....during eating we kep joke around wiht the "happenings" in band n in cvss also in our batch de....haha...very funny lehz....after eating we walk the super long way bk to the mrt n took the train home haha...enjoy today so muhc...today 4am my "er zi" stan gonna go cambodia for volunteer work i guess if i'm not wrong haha...aniwae take care worz....
next wk gonna go LWM le...hopefully i will slim dw n look gd...hehez...lookin forward to a slimmer me...haha...i want to be "shou shou de" hehe....then i will look gd feel gd...hehe....i wanna look the best out of me...hope when i slim dw...i can buy the sizes of clothes tat i cannot buy in the past n can buy all le...haha...workin hard to a slimer n thinner me by dec...n become a slim n thin person by feb'07....i want my life to change drastically after my 19th birthday onwards....haha...got to jia you le....
2:40 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
today juz finish my pom sub paper only got 50-50 i forget to study one topic it comes out then the other one i only remb a few poins then i try my best to do lor...at least one qn i confident of 22 out of 25...hopefully i can pass this time muz pray very hard....pls...let me pass...i dun want finish this sem then cannot study le...mummy saw the result very upset i dun want disappoint her...when she saw she say tot u fail twice for o level u "hui xiang" it's not i "bu dong shi" it's juz on my poa n pom paper i got headache i cannot adsorb much info. in my brain i not trying to get any excuses...i'm speakin the truth...then she say be prepare to fail n go work i dun want u waste money study until like tat....suddenly i feel very scare i really afraid i fail....i having such huge fear within me only 1wk more le....i feel so miserable....later got hard time getting to slp....haiz....pray very hard till fri....
2:31 AM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
haiz...yest was a very depressed day for me 1plus reach home to check my result i was shock to see my poa got f....then my pom i already expected sure f...the saddest thing is both paper fall in 20 n 21 sept..which is on the chalet with all my compass alumni frenz.....T_T i really felt like crying....its my1st time going chalet with frenz n stay overnite...now all gone le...next time dunno when liao...haiz....y i so unlucky n stupid....i really hate myself....it's the 1st time i feel so lost n hopeless...i really very scare i fail again i really will go crazy....
1:27 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
juz now went to look at my fren shinfen blog then i saw my friend also my sec sch classmate shelley's blog link...so i went n click on it....then i found out she's pregnant...think 3mths...not sure...cos she posted her baby scan photo...think 3mths then will be able to see bah....before her recent post she posted she had abortion....feel so sad....cos the baby got pulled out of her body without having their rights to stay inside ....recently saw shirley who also my sec 3 classmate n drop out in end of sec 3...saw her tummy quite big le...got 5mths i guess...i was like reflecting...2 of my frenz at the age of 19 pregnent le...how they gonna survive like money issues...i hope they can cope well....wish them all the best....
i cannot imagine if happen to me...my family sure heavoc....i sure survive on my own...i akready not enough money to spend...omg...cannot further imagine....scary...
1:40 PM
haiz....another day passed went work n came bk....2 more days n my "si qi" going to reach i'm prepare to see a f in my results....tat stupid pom goin to drive me crazy gonna study AGAIN...for the pom liao...pengz....praying hard hope i can scrape (dunno how to spell..)thru it can liao...aniwae i not tat module de "liao" aniwae...tat lecturer teach i also gong gong in n gong gong out...hope i got the "yi zhi li" (determination) to pass...muz pray hard...hopefully my poa n bc grades are ok...tat's all i hope cos its my 1st semster tryin my best to blend in the sch system...gonna work very hard for next sem...i got to aim for Bs n As in order to qualify for RMIT Uni n Uni SIM de degree courses....
think after much consideration think after next yr sept...i gonna go out look for a job if i can't find one i continue pursue my degree the course is 2yrs....if can find think i will work for 1 or 2 yr so tat by 24 i will get my degree i need to gain experience....n during workin i can finally go realise my dream of learing piano...wanna earn money to pay piano fees n money to buy piano....i wanna get my "si fang mao"....muz realize my dreams...dun wanna "kan bian" by my parents....i want them proud of me....
2wks more to save up my money for london weight mgmt....gonna get 300buck for 10 sessions...really hope it helps i dun wanna waste 300bucks....i wanna see results...haiz...got to sacrifice my beloved fried food, rice, kfc,pizza hut,long john,mac,pasta mania,cfe cartel n lotz mor...i noe worth it de....got to work hard i dun wanna "kan bian" by somebody...who keep insist he heard i say wanna slim dw for 5yrs still no change i will prove to him...
now start counting dw to my birthday 77 more days...will i be able to celebrate my birthday or will be busy preparing for exams hope the next sem exam won fall around there better after...pray hard...
2:25 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
yest...went to sk polyclinic to see doc...cos last sat after went to sentosa wif stan,eve,xl,zj,steph,yl n winnie....dunno y my scalp very pain...then ask my mum to check for me she say my scalp turn very red...think muz be the sun tat cause de...stupid sun...zhen shi de...i went in the morning ard 1130am...waited soOoO long for the medicine n payment...can u imagine waitin for the doc then got to wait for payment n STILL got to wait foe the medicine...gosh...so after much awaits i got my shampoo...its to be use twice a wk but enuf mehz....i wonder hmm...
today realli very pissed of with my mum after i came bk from wk around 4plus 5...she came bk...then she ask me to go to the stall to help in the morning...i say cannot i also got work tml i need to slp too...then she also buay song she switch off my tv...then i went on my comp...she also switch of...she keep threaten me if i dun she bring in the comp to her rm...she already took away my tv n mini hi fi now...she wanna took my comp...i so frusrated i argue with her n i fight bk her...she keep on pull of my plug..i keep put bk...then i stared at her for a long while...whenever she picks fight or quarrel wif me she keep mention if u can find one of ur frenz place to live in go ahead...i really feel like moving out but will anyone help me...or will anyone house can accomodate me...i really feel pai seh to stay at ppl's house lehz....i really cannt stand her always controlling me to do this n tat....if i dun obey she will thraten of hit me..,if i dun do household chores she will confiscate or hit me...i realli hated tat i'm going 19 liao y r u still treating me like a kid...i 19 not 9yrs old lehz...i wanan go out often...i told her can i do abit housework then i go out everyday can? then she reply...cannot i only allow u to go out 3x a wk tat's final...i so pissed off..i already agreed to do housework she still dun allow...then i already shi xiang to reach home early yet she still not pleased wif it...i want freedom but she dun give me...juz cos of my kor already 26 then can dun care then come n control me...i really wished i 21 now...then i gain my freedom....i really hate them controling me too much.... then i canot go home late my mum say unless i got bf where the hell am i going to get a bf to prove my mum....n think abt it will any guy willing to pretend as my bf infront of my mum...impossible lor....
haiz....now tryin very hard to save money to london weight...really hope oct reach soon...n hope it really do helps....haiz...now already tue fri eveing is my result release got toprepare my sub paper for pom...really dunno wat the lecturer is talkin abt lehz...no choice got to memorize everything....
11:13 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
this is one i read from a email u all see whether it's true....
jan baby
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
feb baby
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
march baby
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
april baby
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
may baby
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
june baby
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
july baby
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Love s to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
august baby
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.
september baby
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
october baby
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
november baby
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
december baby
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
hehe...i find mine very accurate sia...haha....in someways....
2:11 AM
gosh...after went to sentosa all my frenz yest...my face turn red sia...maybe i turn tan abit....but worst is my scalp feel so pain when using my shampoo...now i dun dare to wash my hair lehz...OMG!!! sad arz...y do i have to pay this price while having fun with my frenz....zhen shi de....tml gotta see doc liao.....gosh go polyclinic juz on the waiting time will kill me....but got to be thrifty...i got to save up my 300 bucks....in order to slim dw 10kgs by dec i will perserve to make all this worthwhile...i wanna be slim n enjoy my life being a skinny person....i wanna be attractive then being inattractive...i wanna be pretty than ugly....i wanna be someone being notice than not notice n always got forgotten....i dun want to be someone ppl will slip off their mind of me...
thx qi...for ur advice....i will ji zhu de...i really wondered being loved is a good thing or to be able to be with someone u love n he loves u is the best....if for me i had someone i dun love but he loves me will i accept him n go on a relationship with him...i dun wanna make someone who love me than i love him to suffer..cos for me i won be able to cherish tat person and we won last de ...if both of us love each other then both of us will last long....
1:56 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
haiz...wat a tired day....went dw compass to teach...ok la...my section ppl...alrite nt tat bad...can give them 7 out of 10....after teaching went dw sq...the attendance really is "alot" sia....haha....aniwae ok lah...i do enjoying going alumni band...it's fun...if dun have alumni band i sure very sianz....
finally over a period of uncertain i finally can say i already got over zj le....this few mths i tried to figure out how my feelings for zj is....hopefully steph they all can stop mantion abt me n zj...i only wanna maintain my friendship with my zj...tat's all i want it to contiue on.....
12:48 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
suddenly tot of adding the song because you love me de lyrics to put here cos it's really talks abt my past feelings...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I
am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust Not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
2:31 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
today went to meet eve n xinling at cp....i alone ate mac then discussed abt chalet thingy....after tat we went to cold storage to look look n see see....hehez...after tat we went to the old interchange bus stop to wait for zj...then zj arrived...we then waited for steph...to get the voucher from steph...we later took 89 to downtown east...finally settled with the chalet....i was really very anticipating for the chalet cos its the 1st time i having overnite stay chalet with my frenz sia....so nan de...hehez...then we went white sand for a stroll...after strollin went bk to rm to meet steph xinling also got to buy food for her mum n sisters...in the end i gt to go home early cos mum's nagging me to go home otherwise sure get scolding n beatings from her...so i guai guai hui jia lor....pengz....
haiz...my pay cheque haven come sia..i really totally broke liao le...$215 to survive 1 mth is no easy job...some more i haven even start shopping already broke liao...wat to do....pengz...somemore i gt a list of things to buy
1.DSC-S600 Cyber-shot 6.0 Mega Pixels
2.creative zen v plu 1GB $179
3.new customise cpu
4. lots of clothes
5. cosmetics maybe buy one or two shu emura eye shadow, or red earth, loreal powder n mascara
6.charles & keith, dmk, u.r.s inc heels n wedges
7.all in one printer scanner photocopier
8. external dvd/cdr/cdrw rewritable drive
hey guys there's a nusws (nus wind symphony) has a concert on 7oct at university cultural centre tix at $12 interested pls inform me i get tix from weiqi btw weiqi is performin in the band i guess
here's the repertoire
Kirkpatrick Fanfare
Fantasia on Black is the Color Of My True Love's Hair by Mark Camphouse
Sea Songs by R. Vaughan Williams
Hymm to the Infinite Sky by Satoshi Yagisawa
~~Interval~~
Saxophone Ensemble
Danse Diabolique
Miss SaigonBayou
Breakdown by Brant Karrick
Conductor:Mr Leonard Tan
the whole concert repertoire i only interested in the hymm to infinite sky cos the composer is satoshi yagisawa which is machu picchu composer!!! haha...so his songs sure not bad....n some more nus band cannot be tat bad...so won be waste $ to watch...haha...pls support thx....
2:43 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
hehe...today too sianz liao...morning suppose to go jogging with stan n eve but dunno is xin li zhuo yong then diahorrea (dunno how to spell...)hehe...aniwae then slept from sat nite abt 2plus am till 3plus 4pm in aftn dunno y so tired muz be study exam then accumulate de...i feel like sleepy pig sia....
then went to met up with mei she gt pass me work stuff pass the key of the cupboard of workplace....so we went to rm n met...then saw shrek haha...i say hi to her n she say hi too...so me n mei went ard went to watson n the sengkang video n i went to take a peek at the hair inn promotion cso very temptin to go dye hair...hehe...cos my white hair is multiplying...omg!!!...lao liao le....then we wwnt bubble tea shop bought choc milk tea with pearl then mei bought honey milk tea....so we finish walkin at rm...then accompany mei to her house void deck cos i realli too sian liao le...then after reach her house void deck n headed home...went bk eat finish my brayani (dunno how to spell)...
then after finishin my meal then i headed to on com n online then saw nura online heheh...so happy...so chatted wif her then i mention lotz of sad tings occured to me....then she told me she going bk to sq for alumni band pract liao...isn't tat great....while we chat then she say she can accompany me to go for band n during band...yeah...finally got ppl to pei wo cos when annie around at least gt annie to pei wo...then when annie nt around nobody pei wo feel so lonely de...zhen shi de....yeah now got nura won be tat lonely...nura thx soo much lehz...thx for being such a gd fren....muacks...haha....aniwae nura mention me abt this sat her band whihc is mus art is performin at botanic gardens...tot of going cos nura urge me go muz go support mah...then sms tat si zj for days thru out this wk i like sms him 4 days he only reply me once...so irritatin...he really sms ppl when he need help or favour of ppl...isn't it like usin mah...dun really like tat....
haiz...am i gettin depression seems to have the symptoms siaa....dunno y i always been an optimsitic person dunno since when getting moody very easily...then when listen to the song 'because of you' by kelley clarksoon which i put in the blog everytime i listen really kan tong shen shou...for those who been thru alot of ups n downs when listenin to this song will agree with me bah....
3:07 AM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
yeah...finally finished my last paper....woo yeah....so great manx...i took bus to met xinling n jia yin at cp...we ate yoshi then eve n winnie arrived....we walked to the econ bus stop....then met steph they all...then after a long while zj then arrived he took so long lehz,...cannt stand him...aiya dun mention him le....so when we reached the pasir ris park we headed to the pit....when i reached the pit i headed to find ying hui n bei bei hee....we chatted from abt from day to nite time sia...awesome rite....cannot imagine we tok tat much....hee...we talked on gossips..haha...really enjoyed chatting with them...thx gals....haha...
we ate a bit of stuffs but alot of tibits hee....i drank of drinks tat's y i nv ate alot....then when chatting idiot zj keep pester us....n er come ka jiao us...haiyo...when we chatting er serve us food haha....goog sia...we gt the honour of letting lao er to serve us not many have the opportunity sia....hehe.....
haiz...recently i really getting mood swings n i kind of feel a sense of loneliness within me....cso i realize when i chat with jia yin it's really very diff from the past le...ppl really do change alot...u nv realized it they will juz changed drastically....sometimes i really dun wanna go band cos i always feel teh sense of redundant de...it come juz straightaway....i always feel that will any fren of mine will say dun worry i will be there for u n u won feel lonely anymore...will tat be possilble...is it becos i nv hang out with my frenz tat often which cos the distance to widen as we meet less often...i really hate the feeing...but i will get this feeling...
2:16 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
yeah alumni band photo taken after sinfonietta V ended...alumni band rockz..... 
7:06 PM