sat went yubing's belated bday celebration at cineleisure orchard...consist of me bing n ros... evening went to xiuling's 21st bday celebration at aloha loyang...
here are the photos


lolx....ros juz luv hunk so much...whahahax....



ros's full concentration on her singing...



bing "birthday girl"...ros n me....



it's the birthday girl and us again...



xiuling birthday girl making her birthday wish...



xiuling with her mum n little bro...



xiuling with her mum...



xiuling with her little brother..he's such a cute boy...haha...



LOL....er got smashed with the cake...whahahax...what worst is the cake is full of butter lolx...

CONGRATS to steph on her 1st attempt on her driving test n success haha...will be getting free ride hm haha...soon haha...

haiz......getting troubled over some matters...felt things had becum the way i nv expected to turn out....haiz..i really want to show tat i dun wanna be the old me the usual "zhong se qin you" i wanna prove but its hard n it takes time to show tat i mean by my actions....juz hope things won turn worst bah...argh...felt like yelling out my frustration....

aft listen to eve sing this song during our last ktv session i at tat time felt quite emotional from then on i listen this song really "gan chu liang duo" lolx....to those who love somebody very deeply will feel the same as me...

失眠的睡美人 杨丞琳

故事最后 会有哪些情节

可以当纪念 曾经你说

要最疼我 要最想我

每天每天 在你身后

感觉就像 一条透明的抛物线

当它下墬 再美的童话也会失去感觉

睡美人想着谁想到失眠

空荡荡是你给我的堡垒

我不说只希望你能了解

就算没有王子 想你在身边

睡美人想什么想到失眠

我愿意拥有公主的眼泪

安静的等着你每一夜

喜欢就是这样 酸酸甜甜 的滋味

got a treat from mummy ate dim sum at our fav restaurant mummy drove me there ate till quite full...hengz nv affect my weight hehez...ate abt 39 bucks haha yummy...then had a heartfelt chat with mummy long time nv chatted with her le...since i started working...as usual mummy's lecturing gones on...i know wat mummy wanna tell me i alrdy grown up i know wat i'm doing ya i agree wat mummy's said are indeed true...

till now then i realise wat all the elders n my cousin are trying to convince n advice me abt not to argue back with ur parents...last time during secondary sch days was quite rebeling to others i'm may not be tat rebel person cos i'm always dun go out often n a stay at hm gal n muz rach hm ard 10plus...but still at tat time wateva i'm pissed off with my parents esp my mum i will argue bk in the end got beaten...i guess those who noe me for abt 7yrs since sec sch will noe how pathetic my life was...being locked at hm cannt go out hp confiscated those days was quite miserable...last time bk used to approach ppl like zhenjia jiayin jinmei so on...trying to let out my agony...but i realised till now try to listen wat our parents say no matter how harsh they might say nv talk bk it does help for me now....

Luckily now mummy noe tat i'm grown up turning the big '2' this yr...i'm grateful tat no matter how ungrateful n inappreciative i am she still buys me wat i wanted even though my education path not as successful she always complaints and make me lose my pride but in the end she's trying to let me noe the consequences tat i did...
hopefully i will do her proud in the near future...although i'm not like my bro getting his degree soon becumin a uni grad..although may be a long way for me i wish to be same as my bro too although i nv like my bro tat much...usually in the past i hate my mum alot but slowly as i grow older n getting mature i realised my hatred for my mum had turned becum love my mum even more...

haiz...recently got too free my bad sleeping habits is coming bk slpin later n later day by day....too free le thinkin too much things recently getting very emotional le...esp on tat thing...had been thinkin abt it too much...i guess i can't control my feelings very well...my xiang si bing cuming bk...sianz...kind of sick of it...really hope i can manage it well...suddenly think bk how xiuling told me i always hope this n tat but nv really make it happen...i guess is becos of my uncertainty tat cos it...gotta me more firm if not this will go worst...

sun morning went joggin at hg stadium sry zj n stan i late for SO long...pai seh arz...next time won late so long...will try to make it on time...
aft joggin i went to the sports complex to shower n change...then zj went bk hm n stan went hm n go do his proj...
ard 1pm met him at hg mall...i reach ard 1230 at hg mall so sianz so walk ard...
then yan came along then follow by steph then went to hg plaza to have our lunch then chatted for awhile then headed dw to vivo...in the end stpeh only bought a nike tee...then ard 7 he left then yaying came we ate dinner at thai express...hmm yaying quite friendly when i was with her alone we chatted she's a nice person...i noe her when last time we were preparing for syf03 she came to help...tat time i started knowing her a great timpani player...then aft dinner we hang ard vivo awhile n headed nel also took some pics...

yaying me n steph



sat i stay at hm then aftn went play badminton with mei sweat alot we play for 1hr...then to see my nephew "zolton chia qi jia" he got lots of hair haha....he so cute n small...had buffet there eat lots of sinful food haha...cause myself now coughin sianz...

last fri went to tampines then he smsin me where i am then i told him i at tamp then suppose to meet mei then mei went to meet jun xiang so i hang ard at tamp...then he called me say he at ms then wanna come over tm cos got the hokaido fair lotz of food then shopping while waiting for him then ard 710 he ask me meet him at mac while he go pee lolx...then waited at the entrance nearby cos too many ppl le...then he come over n look for me...then we went to the fair its outside isetan n the fair is held by isetan then he wanted to q for 2 of the food but too bad due to the long queue then there's staff holding the sold out notice standin there lolx...i accompanied him walk through the fair along was damn squeezy....then he managed to buy moochi and sweet potato cake the cake cost kind of expensive as it cost abt 7bucks for medium packet jap food are expensive no choice la...then we went walking ard tm n century sq...then took 27 hm...

Today

went jog at hg wif the rest then went to play badminton wif the rest who came later....then all went bk hm change n meet at hg av 8 had lunch went to serangoon ktvin haha...so much fun wif asa ppl...haha....

Yesterday

went kboxin wf mei had fun singin...suppose sing to 5 then ok la consider lucky cos the system got prob then we sing till 6plus....then went met ros to go mos my 1st time there juz drink vodka wif sprite....then explore ard nv go dance haha....left ard 11plus dun wanna take taxi hm no money...then head to rp meet steph at mac then reach hm ard 1plus....

i find this shuo ni ai wo mv damn nice n the mv really very sad...

last wed went to tiong bahru wif xiuling to watch transformers...the movies is damn cool n the story scene kind of funny....the special effects is way better than harry potter..star wars n even matrix...so much better..the movie is so damn cool u guys shld go watch....5/5 i rate for the movie...go catch it..!!!

this wk had been busy going out n working....haiz....next tue goin to see gynae at kkh...hopefully not a big prob aft the appointment....

haiz...wonder how am i going to give him up...although slowly i smsin him fewer n fewer aft he gone ns...really hope i noe a great guy then i will give him up...its hard to maintain as gd frenz....now the distance btw me n him had slowly drifted apart hopefully will give up le bah...

haiz...recently had not been gd...auntie visit had been late for 3mths i gotta eat med to let it regular so sianz....argh some more i suspect is due to the med tat cos the sudden rose of the stock ARGH....this is irritating hate this happenin....cos if i dun eat med usually my wt wil go bk argh...then my joints pain muscle swollen...walking like limping argh so fan ar....i dun want i turn 20 still the same old me ar....

today went to meet zj atcp he wanted to buy a pair of shoe for his mum then had dinner at mac then saw bennette..zj wanted scare him...si ben suan be bk pui eh huh...u watch out ur karma will come....kns...si zj was laughin all along....qi si wo le....

i wanna be slim argh....tml muz continue my plans...if not nov end comin le....ARGH...