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Saturday, March 31, 2007
last sat went to cvmb sq zh n aes concert at the bishan salvation army...hmm....the concert wasn't so gd....juz feel tat i dun enjoy the concert lehz....
thurs went to juliana chalet...having some fun but mostly i was bbq the stuff nv eat much dunno y suddenly feel moody aft hearin yan they all joke abt me....i really sick n tired of hear those jokes le....then i stop bbq n i sit at their table..as usual tat idiot keep mention me as usual the nonsense...
argh....nv ate much n we end of wif juliana bday cake...n we head hm....
yest was at alumni band....play finally play 1st mvmt of mosaici but no mute...argh er!!! when u gonna get a mute...come on u sure nd in future y nt buy now...zhen shi de...then hmm...i guess recently i become very blur le...dunno y...guess lack of slp...then we try to play hymn thru again....like hymn lotz very shiok...although very xiong...but kind of like it....hmm...gosh dunno hw i cannt go dw early cos of wk....aft band headache on the way hm havin headche argh....
2:36 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
yest had band at sq..played mosaichi n hymn to the sun....then ok manage to play whole song within 2 practs although quite big gap btw 2 pract gosh hymn to e sun got top Bb A G omg...killing me le... aft tat go hm...met mei at sk mrt took lrt hm wif her...
today went out to bishan watch sq zh n cvmb concert at bishan salvation army there...erm..the concert was alrite...feel abit wasted my 10 bucks...then saw many faces nv saw long time le...got sibao omg...haha chin chong....joanna guan hong n anna...long time nv see them....then saw tiger this fellow got come nv tell me huh...haha...aniwae we went to j8 to shop...then to the famous chicken rice at a coffeeshop near the bishan bus interchange....then we walk bk to interchange then weiqi took bus at bishan hm n me n dor we took train to amk n took 86 hm....
today quite a bored day...wasted my time at the concert shld hav went shoppin nvm...since i came then dun bother le bah....
1:04 AM
Monday, March 19, 2007
last fri went to met steph yan n eve at ps then we head dw to clarke quay central....
the central at clarke quay
the reversed bungee
opp view of the central where all the clubbing hot spots are....
sat me jy zj...we went to the foodfair then had bough many stuff all were tasty but some were damn ex 1 bak kut teh cost 6bucks wif 1 you tiao tat's extortion man...i tot forget it then....
after tat we went to ms to shop n i bought my ip zone cardigan at 15 bucks so cheap haha....look pretty nice....aft tat we went to esplanade to take pics....
the sculptures outside esplanade...
side view of esplanade...
the entrance of esplanade "let the music turn u on" yeah...!!
me...wif my fav instrument PIANO yeah....gosh look so fat...the photographer is bad sack him...!!
jiayin posin next to the sculpture too...twist*...
this uncle is acting cute infront of the camera...lost...haha...
my piano...haha...
him again...lolx....
me n jiayin....at the entrance....
me n jiayin infront of the sculptures....
11:57 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
haiz...i felt very sad today....yl's bday celebration was cancelled....today got go wif steph they all consist of yan eve n steph n me...no offence steph...i noe steph they all are makin fun of my big n fat body....i noe they jokin but to me...it affects my mood inside deeply n i really felt my blood is bleeding inside...maybe u think i'm sensitive but i dun blame u...i feel like writin something to feel better....i'm just tryin ways to express how i feel...i really dun wish u to misunderstand me....u noe the feeling of "wai biao mei shi xin bei ai" i really treasure u as a true fren....i noe a few jokes isn't any big deal but i really felt sad...cos i'm really inferior of my figure....its been 16yrs of being joke abt my body...i wanna slim dw...n regain my self confidence...i really wish to be slim n pretty...its juz tat i keep felt i you xin wu li....wat i nd is encouragement n not critics....
although there might be some friction in frenship but i always remb tat it takes two hands to clap...no matter wat sometimes we have to take a step bk for one of us...
12:38 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
today mum ask me go learn driving....then she ask me go retake maths...she ask me go try again....i really dunno whether i shld go retake or not...i got this fear in me of afraid failing again...i wish to go poly n nt to go study private i realised it doesnt suits me at all...only going bk to the long path will then be suitable for me....cos i noe mummy dun hav many thousands of dollars for me to study....if start workin hard nw...then i will be able to achive my goals of getting a degree when i'm abt 26...tat's the target i've been thinkin to achive....if nt at least a diploma when i'm 24....i really want to enjoy poly life...its been my wish....mummy even mention if pass next yr when u tell them u'r turing 21 ur frenz might say eh u dun like lehz u hav a baby face sia...haha...i dun wanna give up halfway anymore....this is my only chance...i've check tat this yr is a lucky year for u whether is love life study n work...all will be successful....i really wanna believe it...i really want to achieve everything to be successful this yr....guys pls give me support i really nd u all de support to keep me moving....
today chat wif steph then one of it she mention she say she sometimes feel tat i dun like zj anymore is it true i dun even noe myself....maybe yes maybe no...i really hope is no....i noe he's n worth for me to like...i really hope tat i not so soft hearted anymore....
11:39 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
hmm....haha i guess this time everyone's slping soundly...it has been a wk tat i haven update my blog le...shall update wat i hav been doing this wk...
this wed met up wif wend n serene...i reach ard 715 wendy was released form attachment early so was serene...then we ate our dinner at v8 cafe it was nice to eat i ate grill chicken chop n they ordered for me oreo cheesecake...i dun really like to eat cake cos its too sweet n esp cheesecake...cos i dun like the combination of cheese n flour eeks...dun like tat n its too heaty for me....then we went window shopping ard bugis parco n bugis village...then to bugis this fashion found some nice clothes there....but gotta wait till 15march having tight budgets..so muz think twice hahaz....
this thurs met up wif steph n annie we gossiping abt some matters at mos....then we hang ard at cp for awhile..
then fri went to for alumni band at jurong as usual me from pasir ris all the way to jurong east...gosh the journey is long DAO~~ whahahax...u can nv imagine me alone taking the green train line to the east on a 52mins train ride i almost missed my mrt station luckily i woke up at clementi station...realli tired of the journey how i wish got license then i drive my matirx to office then frm pasir ris all the way to jurong...if i'm nt wrong the journey took abt 45mins isn't tat great but i haven even start my theory test yet muz save up money for driving lessons also....really like the feeling of driving car on the expressway wif ur fav songs in the car...n the best is my matrix has a great sound system n its pioneer really like the sound its great n its shiok manx...haha....during the pract really slacking all the way cos some of the rhythm quite demanding for me it will take me a very long time to get it...cos the songs are getting tougher n tougher....gosh...then we only played mosaichi...then when we were leaving er came gosh so late le....
then today went bk to cvss to take a look at how they are doing...their standard guess i'm quite long nv return so dunno how to judge their sound alrdy....haven been busy workin no time to go teach them....heard them play jalan jalan like tat song sounds nice....dunno who gt the song wanna get tat song n listen....i wanna listen to my songs....i dun get the concept of the songs tat i'm playing...thena ft their band finishes we head to cp hang ard send yl off to her ah ma hse then me n stan walk ard cp then went to find steph n bid stan gdbye...then chatted wif steph n bennette gang chat for awhile...then head hm...
tml goin to it fair wif stan n zj...lucky gt stan wif me if nt i really afraid zj will try to test me out....i felt disappointed n sad wif zj....he's becomin a stranger to me but nt a fren to me...i'm beginning to feel y muz he do things this way...does this please him very well...? wat's the point of making the relationships btw ourselves to get worsen...wat does it benefits him...?wat for...doing this...i dunno y he has to put on an act....he can only be a fren but not a gd fren....frenz dun put on an act infront of their frenz....y can't he juz be truthful to himself n to us....i juz dunno wat he's thinkin....i really find it ridiculous....feel so sad n disappointed....
4:32 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
yest went to ps wif steph stan yiling zj n ck....we went walkin ard then they bought some food at the basement then we end up outside mac n chatted for awhile...suppose to watch movies but the time was too late...so din watch at all....
juz now met steph n yan....congrats to yan for her a lvl results...feel very happy for her...then we walk ard at cp i bought my neckerman shoe n my shampoo n conditioner....then be4 i bought my stuff went to buy toto haha...but too bad nv won any...nvm....then yiling came to join us awhile then we went hm...
juz now watching shows on u tube then...i went to watch shows at crunchyroll.com...there got wang zi bain qing wa...by ming dao n chen qiao en...tat was a show few yrs bk remb was 2003...i glance some of the episodes n saw ming dao n qiao en tgt so sweet n i got too emotional n cried....n i watch the ending qiao purposely pretend she lost her memory of ming dao...then ming dao deiced to woo her back n the the last few scenes they were dancing tgt n mingdao tried to make himself fall into the swimming pool n qiao en grab him bk...then ming dao noes tat qiao en pretended to have lost memories of him...then the finally got tgt...i was crying during tat scene....
i guess when watch this kind of show i will definitely cry cos i always hope to hav a guy treat me well n dotes me....n seeing the show mingdao n qiao en tgt n they kissed i felt they r so sweet...really envious n felt how i wish i could find such a guy in my life...sometimes i cannt bring myself bk to the reality....i've been keep dreaming of hw my love life would be...its gd to dream abt but nt to overdo it....hope my one true love will come n i will wait patiently for tat day to come....i wanna have happiness....
recently over some matters i realised how terrible zj had turned to...he's become someone i feel i dunno him alrdy...i guess words can't explained how i feel....although i noe him for 7yrs...yet till now then i know his real him....n the darker side of him....i din expect him to turn out this way...i really feel scare when i noe this side of him....when i met him yest i juz feel tat e dist btw me n him had become further n further apart...i had the feeling when i juz met a stranger....juz feel this way dunno y....haiz...i dun wish things to turn out this way but its not within mine n everyone's control...it will deifinitely happen even though u dun want it to happen....i juz wish he will stop all this but will he...? i dunno....i juz want things to be as simple n happy as i want it to be.....
1:43 AM