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Sunday, January 28, 2007
yest went to watch "SHE 移动城堡 演唱会" really felt high after watching their concert began to like them more omg...haha....esp selina dance omg damn pretty n sexy sia....and ella look even prettier in real person omg..... here are the pictures so so clear...
the stage...wow..so many ppl down there....
the concert going to begin the light's off...
SHE's opening...woohoo...
closer pics of SHE...
the three of them come down...
HEBE...
me n steph's tickets....
my ticket got to keep it as momento...
9:54 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
this is my 100th post finally after 1 yr i have reach 100th post le...haha...
today juz came bk from alumni band pract played a song a bit demandin on some parts of the song...then earlier this aftn went dw to cvss to see cvss band at the cca recruitment day...after went dw to cvss then i head to jurong....all alone by myself when i reach jurong the time is ard 625 then i walk ard then saw pasar malam haha then tot of grab a bit then i bought a cheese hotdog n a fried breaded prawn then dunno y i crazy or wat bought another cheese hotdog for tat idiot i really felt stupid i jia jia say i cannt finish so i give him...but actually is i buy for him de....
then me zj n ck we went for dinner at the same coffeeshop then head dw to sq then waited for eve n stan then we went up to bandrm to set up instrument then play from 730 to ard 10 plus when we along the way ck eve n zj they keep singin the i believe wif added lyrics sing wat 2/18 wateva stuff...as usual ck stan eve zj andy they all keep bitch abt the shi shu hui thingy i was really frustrated till i really had nth to say i kept quiet hoping tat they will stop all this nonsense yet they still continue wif it...i really wonder are they my gd frenz if they joke ard they shld noe wat is "shi ke er zhi" it really pissed me off jokes can crack but keep mentioning abt it its nt a joke anymore its sounds more liek criticizing to me when we crossing the road then there's a dustbin i saw zj throw the cheese hotdog right into the bin i felt terrible hao xin buy for him yet wat i get got thrown into the bin i really dunno y i am doing all this for its really "liang xin dang gou fei"....argh....
u all might think i maybe oversensitive or smth but i really dun like the way he do things...and i dunno y i am still doing this kinds of things knowing it won help...i really hate myself for doing all this...he hurt me as my gd fren n the guy i like....i really wonder y gd frenz keep on jokin abt my matters without knowing when to stop... its nt tat i cannt take jokes its juz tat really when jokes continue it becomes criticize to me....y do i feel tat my frenz dun understand me...and y those i expect them to understand me yet disappoints me...haiz...i feel very bad mood....
2:58 AM
here's the lyrics of "专属天使"
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
2:28 AM
Friday, January 19, 2007
latest tank mv "专属天使" like the song a lot enjoy...!!!
4:30 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
haiz...recently getting moody out of no reason...thinking about lotz of things....jobs searching, financial issues gosh...recently having sleeping disorders...
argh...i wonder when can i get rid of my feelings for him...i want to keep a distance from him yet his my good friend i really having hard time to give up on him....i know he's not a nice guy because he's not caring, sensitive, appreciative, thoughtful and most importantly he's not very good looking....i heard lotz of comments, advices and encouragements from friends it's just that i think i needed to take the first step myself...without me doing it myself i guess i will never walk away fro him and look for another new guy myself...do i really have to wait till i know a new guy then i will be able to give him up...maybe like PW says i like him is a habit not a feeling now.....
monday going to re register for my driving test this time daddy is going to pay for me haha...thanks daddy for always giving me lots of financial support and encouragements...although you might be a bit lor so but i know you doing this for my own good...really thank you for not being "zhong nan qing nu" towards me and kor kor i know you had your difficulties in helping me due to mummy's stopping yet you still help...i know i wasted a lot of your money i really hope you don't blame me and i will work hard to pay you back the money...
sometimes i whether i hate my mum or i don't to me is 50 -50 ...50 is when she don't understands and trust me and she don't give me the freedom to do whatever i want to do like going home late or stay at friends house but i can't my mum always listens to my brother without listening to my explanations she keeps dwell on my sad matters keep discouraging me ...although i keep comparing myself like them yet it's useless...
some people get to go home late but they are working to earn the allowance themselves that's why their parents don't control them....
some although they had their freedom yet they don't have the love from their parents that they always wanted all along...
some had a wonderful family they had their freedom they can don't even work to get their allowance as they will get their allowance eventually yet nobody knows what lies inside this family they may look carefree and living together harmoniously but are they?
some they get to learn piano which people like me don't have the opportunity to learn at all...but they had a strict rule in the family although their parents might be strict to them....they are still living together loving each other...sometimes they do get a little freedom....
the other half of my mum which i don't hate her yet i do love her whenever i feel sad or i quarrel with my best friend my mum will be there to help me solve my matters...whenever i did well for my studies she will always be the 1st person to reward me no matter how expensive my request is she willing buy it for my sake although some are not very expensive although it might cost around $50 but that's very rarely she buys for me with that amount ...i really do appreciate what she do for me yet sometimes the way she do is in a wrong way...whenever i confides with her although not much the advices she gave was useful...i really appreciated her being strict with me throughout my secondary school years if not i might become ah lian in the streets or like one of my classmate married at the age of 19 and 7 months pregnant....what i hope now is really ope she can treat me as an adult not a teenager i turning 20 this year already i don't want be treat like a teenager...i know what i doing whether its' wrong or right i know how to differentiate....
now i have been trying to go for my sessions and keep on to my diet so far now i reach 80kg...quite a big achievement now...as compared to my usual weight is around 84 my heaviest was 88 scary huh...now i gotta work harder and tomorrow go attend my session hopefully can slim till 70kg by 1 month's time....must pray hard...and hopefully i can get a job by this month mummy is nagging at me now...i really had enough of her nagging really want to stop it already....argh....
9:11 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
yest nite was too tired so nv update nw i shall update...
yesterdae...
i nv slept whole thurs nite so went to market sel brooms then meet mei ard 3plus at woolands then we took train to jurong...cos she ask me go acc her to get her laptop so we go to jurong industrial park some where dunno wat logistic hub...so we took bus 78 there then wa lao its rainin la...then i brought my umbrella we bth under the umbrella walk there then gosh walk wrong side of the road n its rainin la...wth...my stupid slippers so diff to walk ard larx....then we turn ard wak bk then wah..the place is damn ulu larx....is nt human walk de lor....tian ar...the journey is unbearable la....then finally reach the place gosh still got to walk somemore then ppl service is damn la...then there's a exit for us then i was thinkin of walkin outcos it shows exit wat then the person in front of me suddenly close the door when i was behind him...wtf la....he say we got to wait then can go out....piang..then wat is piece of paper for de....then aft we collect teh laptop then the journey bk omg..its horrendous manx...
then we took bk the same bus then at jurong interchange we took bus 97 to harboufront cos mei wanted to buy dvd r so we went dw omg the shopping centre is damn cold....i was shivering...freaking cold...then after we bought the stuff we took train bk...then we went bk home...then i was too tired...then i bath n slept till today 11plus am...
today...
i woke up 11plus so watch tv till 12plus then i was using comp then at tat i feel stomache then i went to the toilet then gx walk pass toilet then as usual knn cc b lj came out lar...nt open maple then GX walk pass my door i say "eh ni you dong wo de dian nao mah..." wat he say" gui cai dong ni de dian nao f**k!" i was like si GX who u think u ar...i ask u 1 qns will cost ur life is it NB la u...
i tried all the solutions i think of BUT STILL CANNOT!!! OMG!! no need to play le lar....haiz...then mum came bk then she went to rm buy her DIY dye then i ask her help me my lunch cos i haven ate...
haiz...i guessed swatch won call me le...no hope le...gosh job searching again...then meet up wif steph n eve at cp ard 6plus then we walk ard...be4 atat i saw bits n pieces recruiting ppl so i ks go ask n apply fo rthe job...hope they recruite bah...tat pay nt bad at least i enuf wif it...then we sit ard near sk station de corner....eat titbits n drink our drinks then chit chatted...then we headed hm...
when i reach hm i watch tv then mum came bk then we chatted alittle then i mention smth to my mum tat ms LPW ask me to say de hahax...but i did modified abit haha...i say "妈我跟我朋说你要51岁 可是他们说你像40岁" my mum is so happy dao~ hahax...then she say "真的吗?" and she was smilling hahax...then i say "他们说你穿的很hip" haah...she damn happy la...haha...hey guys u all won be classified as shun you liao haha... aniwae tat's all for today...
ps i wrote alot of crude words all thx to gx...lol
2:28 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
argh....i cannot slp manx...gosh i guess slp too much le.....lat going to market sell brooms le haha....arz...so fan argh....pls let me hav some rest....xie tian xie di....
5:55 AM
oh ya...yest forgot to write abt the most impt tat i missed as reminded by ms LPW haha...when we met at pp she order the $6 wu xiang haha...thx...for the wu xiang gal...haha...
today whole day was slpin at hm till 1plus...haha..then got a call from mummy tat's wat she say "hui ah...qi lai qu zuo jia wu...bang wo sai yi fu he zhe yi fu..." i replied "orh...ok...wo deng yi xia qu zuo" wat to do me nw nt studyin le somemore jobless n nw waiting for job...wonder will the swatch co. call me tml lehz...bt who noes....i weigh on the weighin scale haha..kind of happy...nearing to my target...yeah...i finally got over the obstacles...aniwae after doing hsewk then mum came bk then i ate my lunch....then ard 3plus our "JR" haha...sms me to meet at cp to makan in the end drag n drag...i tot he will dua me..."JR lucky u nv dua me otherwise u doom le hahaz...." then plus jy we all 3 meet ard 6pm at cp....i was the 1st one to reach then i saw bei bei n yin hui then i chatted wif them while waitin for jr...then yinhui eyes damn li hai la...she saw jr immediately haha...i ws like "na ni wo mei you kan dao lehz..." haha...then he sms me ask me where i am then i called him say "wei zhuan hou mian kan" haha....then our jr then saw us...then when he approached us le we were discussing who saw him 1st then he mention to me say "but hor i mei zhu yi dao ni lehz..." li hai la...jr....hahaz....
then we went dw to bk while waitin for jy...then we ate our food halfway finally our "tie tou" arrived le....haha...we then chatted then bei bei n yinhui left aft tu tou gang approach us....then we chatted lotz of rubbish....i was tokin abt my job seeking matters then our jr cut in say "haiyo jia chu qu jiu ke yi lor" harlo jr arh....its nt as easy as u say lor....zhen shi de....cannt stand u lehz...lolx....then we go jy take my san shun n my howl's movin castle then she send us halfway then me n jr walk to cp then we split n go hm le...tat's all for today...thx for ur kind attention...
4:49 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
today went interview at wheelock place for the swatch interview....i was late haha...but ok la even i'm late i still gt to wait foer my turn when i reach i wrote my application form...then waited abt 30mins then my turn....then my interview was quite fast cos the person juz ask me abt my previous job n talk to me abt their pay is like n not bad can bring hm abt 1.2k...hopefully i can get this job....if not i going to look for makeup artist job...haha...cos i got the criteria haha...i gd complexion haha...nt i wanna bullshit but its my genes mah...haha...my parents dun hav pimples when their young till now also dun hav except GX...haha....if i can get makeup artist job also nt bad i can learn the skills n i'm earning money isn't tat great....see how 1st now most impt for me is to get a secure job for studies wise i guess later bah....
today aft my interview went to met steph at pp...then i treat her chai chee noodle as i promised to treat her for a mth...then i ate prawn bee hoon soup healthy huh...haha....muz be concious of my diet in order to be slim by feb....then aft tat we head hm then rot till nite ard 6plus 7 then decide to meet ard 9 got me zj yl ck n steph...we hang ard at mac then chatted awhile but i din tot much i was busy diong my things....cos today i was moody over somethings haiz....tat's all for today...
11:28 PM
today woke up at 5 plus i the morning helpnig mum at the market...then quite tired le...then receive call from the job agency abt swatch job tml going to hav interview at wheelock place....hopefully can get this job....gosh tml going to wear formal wear to interview le...quite happy can go work le n earn money liao....now i wanna focus on wk then the rest i guess later bah....haiz...sianz....
12:33 AM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
haiz....now busy finding jobs online so sianz...at hm...somemore no money on hand so weird....cannt buy things i want....cannt stand it....now working hard to my target wt...i guess other things i really shld throw it out of my mind better....otherwise it will make me feel very tong ku....better to focus on going exercise n going for my sessions and focus on making myself look slimmer n prettier than to troubled abt other things....although its hard to slim dw but i believe wif determination i will be able to transform to a new me...i wanna be slimmer by feb then hopefully by june i will be a slim person....hope by then my ideal weight will be reached...
12:06 AM
came bk from the morning exercise at hougang gym wif stan winnie n zj....suppose meet at 10 then meet 1030plus waited quite long for the da pai...who is lzj who keeps late de even later than me....gosh....
then we exercise exactly 1hr at the gym so tired my legs can feel quite tired n pain sia....omg...then we exercise till abt 1plus then we leave le....then we head dw to kovan eat our meals then we head to heartland mall to walk ard....then zj n winnie headed hm....me n stan took train to sk then we went shop ard cp for awhile....then we head hm...then i rech hm bath n slept till 9plus haha....
haiz...so fan abt lotz of matters....i guess everyone has their "fan nao" from family to personal thing to relationships n to conflicts....many of these are the cause of troubles....for me i guess my troubles is forever non stop....recently talk wif frenz on fone abt my xin shi n on msn sry for thos who din noe cos i guess no opp to tell u all...guess u all will noe when u all read mt previous post....now my main focus is to find a stable job n slim dw asap...n hopefully in near future find my mr right if possible which i dun really expect much now....
3:33 AM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
好朋友
像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着愉快
不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
3:43 AM
haiz...recently very fan lately....i really wonder do i still care abt tat person mah....i shall name the person A...dunno y when i wif A i will feel my appearance very inferior and i will care abt wat A says....i will feel weird n recently tend to feel worried out of small things....i noe tat A is nt a gd choice yet feeling contradicting abt it....sometimes i feel i moving to become someone whom i'm not but not to be myself....
i relfected the past 8yrs i change alot from my hairstyle and the things i've been thru whether its hurtful, painful, heartbreaking n happy moments i really find myself grow up alot from the experiences i've been thru...
8yrs ago from a 12+year old blur blur gal who is naive quiet n introvert who keep daydreaming of things happenin to her and keep dreaming of finding her mr right and always hoping to start a relationship wif someone she loves n who doesn't noe wat love hurts is...
to now a grown up 19+ year old gal who is not so naive as before n not the quiet n introvert gal n who is trying to walk out of the shadows of her past trying to finding her way to live on life despite facing lotz of obstacles trying to find a successful path for herself n trying to get up from a fall....and gone thru few relationships n trying to find her happiness hopefully will happen someday....now trying to be a whole new me..trying her best to be a slim person who wanna walk out of the figure she now is n transform to a whole new look really hope to be successful...dun wanna be criticise anymore...
8:08 PM
thurs nite was conferencing wif steph ck n zj then ck left we 3 chatted till 530plus am as usual uncle zj keep suan me all along n tok abt my chou shi argh...then we hang up n slept for awhile i call zj morning call at 7 but he fell asleep again then i also fell asleep after calling him then eve sms me at 8 then i wake up gosh...then i quickly dress n rush dw...gosh..
then reach hm mac ard 850am sry guys so late then reach....then waited for zj then he sleep like log omg...then andy cindy came...then i was rushing zj yet he haven rush then i bought breakfast for him then when we reach mrt station then he reach then we took train to newtown...after perfoming we went sp the journey is long dao~ haha....can jian fei liao....then the rest ate i din cos i wasn't hungry...after tat we went jurong to meet yan n steph...they nd to service their mp3...then ah yan left then we head to imm...then walk awhile eve left then me steph n zj walk ard then stan came we went to foodcourt to eat...then we left tot of going to sq awhile in end walk halfway then they finishin pract then nv go le....then we took train hm....
juz now meet wif asa ppl at hm mac got me stan zj jy n zj....then chatted for few hrs then zj go ms steph go rm then me n jy took train hm n stan go hm....
2:06 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
its been awhile i din update le...last wk went vivo wif zj steph eve jy...went shop the whole of vivo tgt...omg...really cannt 1 day finish shop thru vivo manx...is da dao~~ haha....we took lotz of pics at vivo....then we went hm zj went ktving somewhere...
31/12
stay at hm wait till dad n mum comes bk n till 6pm we went to mustafa mum wanna look for digi cam so we went ard then -_- i the end nv got anything argh....then i was very eager to look for my new pc...in the end argh~~!! nv got it too...damn disappointed lah....then we ate our dinner at sim lim sq foodcourt aft tat dad drive to boat quake to park the car then we walk to the esplanade we waited at the bridge...then aft 12am saw the beautiful fireworks really nice manx...then was so surprised bumped into asa people....
1/1
early in the morning 9am went to red star restaurant to eat dim sum cos mum treating our relatives....after eating dim sum we went to ps best denki to buy my comp...although this comp is cheap but dun hav microsoft office haiya.....
yest was MR LI ZHENJIA 20th BIRTHDAY haha...this guy finally touch the "2" le...he's the 1st in our grp to turn 20 and is the oldest among all haha....yest meet asa ppl ard 330 but i got smth crop up at hm so reach late...we play bowling after bowling....yan n xin came...then jy came...then we took bus 82 to serangoon then the rest was eating chai chee noodles the most famous one....then after their meals we went to the serangoon cc sing ltozof songs...then ard 9 the zhu jiao went off then i pass him the present we buy for him...then after tat jy went off...then tat's all for the day...
5:29 AM