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Monday, April 30, 2007
went to watch 200 pounds beauty at bishan on sat....really love watchin the show i even burst out reas in some part of the movie...its really too touching...i really hope it can motivate me to slim dw...the leading actress is so pretty...how i wish can be like her in future really hope i can n hope by december i will slim dw...i guess gotta go dor's hse which is opp my hse the condo to go for joggin le think to get a joggin shoes...i muz work hard to slim dw...
dunno y from sat till now my chest still hurts dunno wat is happenin to me....
friday
took mc from wk then met up wif yan alan then meet zj at outram n the rest at jurong mrt station went for band pract....then on the way bk at the nel zj's fren saw him a gal then the rest was like "hey calm down..." sort of cos i was facing the rest n backin facing him n his fren n yan n stan...felt abit depressed...then dunno wat happen zj got exposed which i din even bother to notice at all....
when i on the way alight from lrt bk hm he sms me say he got exposed i was like huh oh i din noticed lehz....then later he sms me say yan told him tat this gal fren of his is nt chio...then i ask him bk u wanna jio ppl is it then he replied ya lor say she becum too aunty le...i was like who say wanna remain single for the period then now still xian ppl not gd enuf...he's nt handsome lor how can like tat...i sms this then he says aiya haven found the rite one n he mention y i suddenly mention this then i dunno how to reply bk...it kind of affects me...makin me gorgin on food argh...i cannt be so emotional or esle i won slm dw...
12:40 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
haiz....now my head is feelin so heavy n my head hurts yet i not tat slpy....juz now went to read steph blog...she mention on her prev blog on tue i called her on how's her sch so far...from wat she wrote i really felt deeply she really appreciate wat i did n care for her....i guess she nd to find a way to walk out the darkness tat she's facing now....really hope time will ease the pain for her...
老天爷啊! 我希望你能把大家的痛苦给带走
hmm....this wk everything have been fine....dunno aft 3mths will i be able to continue to wk in adampak...although zj n stan mention the pay is nt tat gd....but i find the ppl quite gd...it really is a gd workin environment here ppl are great....everyday have been nt tat bad...i get to see nicholas walk by my table haha....hope i will have a chance to noe him more.....to me bgr doesn't matter to me much if i get to noe a great guy tat wld be a gift from heaven....haha when nicholas walk passed my desk area although nt tat near but often i noe he's eye is towards me n i can confirm today cos no one was ard except me as usual he walk pass the walk way n he really look bk at me...haha....
thurs was wif jy we went to ps buy winnie present bought a handphone strap wif a steel attach to n engrave wif winnie's name...hope she like it...
haiz...my relationship have been very confusin n in a messed....due to my lack of willpower....although i saw nicholas my heart does beat very fast...
i dunno whether i ever given up on zj....i dun wanna becos of my 重色轻友 mindset to let the incident btw me n xin to repeat again....tat has always been the regret of my life....bk then me n xin we have everything under the sun to talk abt we can chat for hrs n not feelin bored whenever we have each others company we won hv any worries....till tat day our frenship broke off due to my
重色轻友 cos everything to fall apart...i can still remb tat day...it really was alightning struck on me....haiz...
i guess steph is really correct tat my likin of zj is juz a habit....
but habit does it link wif feelings....i really dunno i dun wish to think abt it tat much....
today i ask manager to go off early from wk...then head dw to sq then meet yiling annie n winnie at jurong entertainment centre....the rest alrdy reach sq for pract....band was quite fun play a new song n as usual hymn to the sun...kyousakai...
then yoke ting ask her mum to fetch her then eve zj winnie went on yt's mum car...when i on my way walkin zj called me n said he board on yt's mum car hm...at 1st i really felt angry all suppose to go hm tgt....nw they went bk wif yt although is also due to convenience....i dunno y i juz feel irritated by zj action's although he alrdy inform me...winnie sms me n the rest say ps abt leavin us n went wif yt...i guess only winnie will feel so the rest won bah...then yan stan ck n steph join us....stan was at the train he sat beside n say he dun wanna go wif them cos he dun wanna pang seh us....thx stan...think only u will hav the intiative bah....although u might be very headstrong on things u agree on but u'r still tat thoughtful...really appreciated wat u did....i dunno y i so bothered abt zj n i'm so affected of being pang seh by him...or is it the last time he pang seh me was quite long ago....argh feel so annoyed....i wanna be released from this frustration....ARGH....
hmm....this wk everything have been fine....dunno aft 3mths will i be able to continue to wk in adampak...although zj n stan mention the pay is nt tat gd....but i find the ppl quite gd...it really is a gd workin environment here ppl are great....everyday have been nt tat bad...i get to see nicholas walk by my table haha....hope i will have a chance to noe him more.....to me bgr doesn't matter to me much if i get to noe a great guy tat wld be a gift from heaven....haha when nicholas walk passed my desk area although nt tat near but often i noe he's eye is towards me n i can confirm today cos no one was ard except me as usual he walk pass the walk way n he really look bk at me...haha....
thurs was wif jy we went to ps buy winnie present bought a handphone strap wif a steel attach to n engrave wif winnie's name...hope she like it...
haiz...my relationship have been very confusin n in a messed....due to my lack of willpower....although i saw nicholas my heart does beat very fast...
i dunno whether i ever given up on zj....i dun wanna becos of my 重色轻友 mindset to let the incident btw me n xin to repeat again....tat has always been the regret of my life....bk then me n xin we have everything under the sun to talk abt we can chat for hrs n not feelin bored whenever we have each others company we won hv any worries....till tat day our frenship broke off due to my
重色轻友 cos everything to fall apart...i can still remb tat day...it really was alightning struck on me....haiz...
i guess steph is really correct tat my likin of zj is juz a habit....
but habit does it link wif feelings....i really dunno i dun wish to think abt it tat much....
today i ask manager to go off early from wk...then head dw to sq then meet yiling annie n winnie at jurong entertainment centre....the rest alrdy reach sq for pract....band was quite fun play a new song n as usual hymn to the sun...kyousakai...
then yoke ting ask her mum to fetch her then eve zj winnie went on yt's mum car...when i on my way walkin zj called me n said he board on yt's mum car hm...at 1st i really felt angry all suppose to go hm tgt....nw they went bk wif yt although is also due to convenience....i dunno y i juz feel irritated by zj action's although he alrdy inform me...winnie sms me n the rest say ps abt leavin us n went wif yt...i guess only winnie will feel so the rest won bah...then yan stan ck n steph join us....stan was at the train he sat beside n say he dun wanna go wif them cos he dun wanna pang seh us....thx stan...think only u will hav the intiative bah....although u might be very headstrong on things u agree on but u'r still tat thoughtful...really appreciated wat u did....i dunno y i so bothered abt zj n i'm so affected of being pang seh by him...or is it the last time he pang seh me was quite long ago....argh feel so annoyed....i wanna be released from this frustration....ARGH....
3:14 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
haiz...feel so iritated by my mum keep restrictin me goin out aft wk...c'mon can't i have sometime to hav dinner n chat wif my frenz....really hate her....i comment to her tat gx is so childish wanna put cockroaches in my rm....then she say aiya u scare is it then tell me...pls lor can u dun be as childish as ur son....it really pissed me off when u keep sidin ur son but u keep denyin it...pls lah....i attitude prob is it then fine i admit nt like u dun even dare to admit tat u "zhong nan qing nu" wat kind of mother are u....i respect u but do u respect me never....n u never listen to wat i explain....wat for respectin u....nv try to understand me...watever u son says u believe him totally....i really hate u being tat way....pls la u r the mother yet u are as muddle head as ur son....yaya ur son is the best n i'm the extra....just like u say u give birth to an extra me...
always so money face...wa lao i only ask jinmei to help me take my keyboard to her hse for awhile n i get bk frm her...y u so stingy abt....even i let her try also gd wat i no nd to tst myself she can hlep me test le....y muz u be so paranoid abt wa kaoz....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna turn 21 soon dun wanna be under ur control.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11:02 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
"Band No. 59 Compassvale Secondary School. Silver."
haiz....long time nv blog been sometime...took leave frm wk to watch cvmb syf....sad case they got silver...i really wanna knock some sense to those who think they work hard but they're wrong....they only how to be spoon feed...argh...they nv even put 110/100 effort in at all....u think GOLD is so easy to get...no lor it requires lotz of sacrifices in time n in studies....i wonder 2yrs lat they can get gold bk think is diff...nt so easy...majority of the ppl are 1st time syf...even 1 mth before syf they dun even sense the urgency of the comp approachin....wth...suan le everything's over....
today went to watch mus art's beautiful sunday...nt tat although wif some bloopers...they sounded nt bad...they 3rd in nbc dun play play...our sq cv zh alumni band only 5th hor top 5 hor....we nt in top 3 hor...smu better than us lor argh...
went to meet up wif yan at lrt n the rest at hm...ate our lunch n head dw to raffles place cos eve wanna take her pencil case...walk a long way there nv realise raffles place got so many underpass...lost sia....
took some pics...
the underpass it look so nice look at the rainbow lightings....
the nice view of esplanade
another one
the world larget ferris wheel wanna take tat next yr nv took this big before bt it cos 30bucks....argh...hope to sit tat someday...
we took some pics at ms
cute dog...
yan winnie n stan
10:15 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
yest met yan at lrt station was late ps yan....then saw her talkin wif xi shi...she indeed becum more pretty le nt like me...T_T
aft chattin wif xi shi me n yan quickly rush to take lrt n to cp to find jy...then met up wif jy we went to hougang mrt to meet eve n zj...then we took train to harbourfront...n we went shopping at vivo....then all of us damn hungry but most of the food outlets at vivo all packed gosh....y like tat...alrdy over lunch time....hmm...
then we proceed to harbourfront centre...then aft walkin for awhile we head to pasta mania to have our meal i was starving argh...damn starve la....aft tat stan came in join us...we went shop ard at harbourfront centre...then we went bk to vivo to take our sentosa monorail hehe....
me n jiayin at sentosa monorail train
the nice view outside the beach station taken inside the monorail train
8:29 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
recently got a colleague who is a guy!! his name is nicholas chan a nt bad lookin guy...he's a senior QA engineer...everytime i saw him he really look n dressed very smart...haha...can mesmerize by him...haha talk to me when i saw him at a staircase i was on my way dw to the ground floor...he said hi to me n i did the same then he asked me in chi "u nt feeling well huh?" then i replied with a smile "haha...no la" although i din get much chances to talk to him...but my heart really beats very fast....its the 1st time....nv felt this way before...it's the 1st time i ever felt this way but everyday at the office nv get the chance to walk pass his desk cos we are a wall apart from each other i everyday only get a glimpse of him....haha...but i now cracking my brain to try to find ways to get his details n his contacts....really wanna find a opportunity to talk to him....
i guess for me i really find hard to give up on a person or else i fall in luv wif another guy if nt it will be hard for me to realize it....haiz....really wonder y do i still care abt him yet i alrdy took a likin of another guy...y he's postin n results out today n i'm so worried for him....do i like him as a fren or as a normal guy..haiz...argh..!!!
1:07 AM